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Here we are, riding another wave!...onward, onward!

Hi and Cheers from the Ex- Heavy Metal girl!

YESSS! today my arch bars and all the hardware store in my mouth is gone!!!

I forgot what it feels like to not carry all this metal and weight around....but believe me I am so glad it is all gone. We left at 9:30 this morning, my girlfriend Shasta came to get us. We arrived at Dr. Li's office and the anestethiologist was already there, boy he had review my whole file....and almost life....which was a great feeling, in 20 minutes, he connected the IV...and in 10 seconds i was asleep. I then woke up an hour later or soand saw the nurse and since I could not talk I wrote down some questions:

Did you get the license plate of the bus that hit me?

Did they deliver my pizza yet?

Was it a boy or a girl?

Can I get a room that doesn’t spin so much?

Did they remove all of my tattoos?

What year is it?

What name did I use when I was admitted?

What is the in-flight movie?

I can do it.

I can’t do it.

I didn’t do it.

Are we in Paris yet?

When does the buffet open?

That’s against my religion.

Will this put me in a different tax bracket?

Did they get the bullet out?

Could I get a room that is closer to the pool?

Would you like to hear me sing?

How many unicorns do you see?

Has my Probation Officer called?

Have the photographers from Vogue arrived yet?

This is my surgeon, Dr. Li...Isn't he the cutest! his hands are like dancing butterflies and smaller than a 10 year old's hands - (notice i am tipping foward here, as I am a 'head' taller than him...he's a genious.

the last of my arch bars - gone today!

Dr. Li's Angels! They make my day when I go in - what beautiful girls!

April 17 - up and down...

hi....just to report that my pain has been managed with the pain killers, one is with codeine...popular among my friends..only kidding.

Although, after some great days of just the 'usual pain' ...with the 'I already know what this pain is like" manage it, surrender, keep your mind bussy...it will pass....then last night at 6:30 - a very steep lower lip/jaw pain showed up, got me on my knees...today the same thing. I felt like the bunny in this picture.... - i was in good stable spirits during the day, wen to lunch with one of my great friends from Cisco, had fish..yup solid food - heavenly solid food...I even paid my taxes...(that was painful to my pocket)...went to post office with dad, and they almost closed the door on our face....and then after 6:30 - pain, pain and more pain - it's past midnight and i am on pain...

I think is the nerve system again as explained in the other days and is also the fact that the arches and wires are just putting tremendous pressure on my jaws. So this Wednesday will be a blessing to get this off - I dont have to go Stanford hospital, it will be in the Surgeon's clinic...at around 10:30 am. SO turn on the prayers, energy and souls to this side of the country and world and send them all my way - sound selfish? well, in times like this - I am.

and i will leave you with some humor! have a great night and wonderful week. I will write again on Thursday or Friday -

I cannot identify more with Randy....I stay away from the refrigidator these days!

No way, by now I probably could have bought a mountain in California - =)

Eat, Heal and Love!

Hola ALL, Hope you are having a terrific day – if you are not….by the end of my email, I guarantee you one! But all-the-way to the end – so stop for 4-5 minutes. That is all it will take….get to the ok?

Most important for me to share – is I ate homemade meatballs and rice!!! Yes, solid food. I swear, and don’t underestimate me… I had the best meal of my life!!!! The blog continues to be a good work in progress and I get lots of great feedback on it. I haven’t published it yet, but hopefully by Friday – that is my new goal. I have updated and refined previous sections, added a couple too. There are more pictures to the sections and more to come…with Friends and Family….. As for mine, well I still am looking very much like Jay Leno or the lady en le “planeta de los simios” for the Spanish speakers. Got a while for looks to be back….but my spirit is back!

I can eat solif foods.....next it will be a carrott....yeah right! but dreaming is good -

Pain and Healing - Other news, Pain is up and down, but very well managed as opposed to last week. The back of jaws have healed wonderfully – the front is the trouble that is kicking and screaming to heal. The front teeth hold a lot of anger….and the thousands of nerve endings keep connecting every second and also kicking and screaming….it’s really a B….th…. The 200 stitches inside the mouth are all gone – they dissolved and they were like little butterflyes in the sink – took about 5 days to all dissolve and fly away. There is barely a scar in my cheeks - ;o) thank God for tough skin – you cant even tell. All of it will heal in 6 months _ totally heal – that’s the Dr. diagnostic, but the good news is that all of it IS healing and today is better than last week – onward! Riding the wave.

Other areas: The purple bruises are all gone, face and neck skin is back to normal, although it was so stretched, It too is finding its new home. I still have little pumps in my skin – from the stretching of the second operation. My body has lost 20#’s – a good thing, however, it is weak despite all the healthy organic foods (check out the menu section) …I guess its too much for it with meds and not a lot of movement. Physically, I can only go for a couple of hours and then I feel like I did a triathlon, never the less, I get out every day just a little. The weather is beautiful.

And to finalize the good news, ALL my arch metal bars, braces and wires are coming off , YES OFF, the 18TH at 10:00 am. My Dr. does not want me to go to Stanford again, so he is bringing the anesthesiologist to his clinic…..isn’t he the best? He said – his got a max. quota of 2, that patients should be a Stanford and I reached it – so it’s on him to make me comfortable as much as he can….without further news,

I found this message very pretty so before closing i will share it - what is Spirituality ?
The end of religion is the beginning of spirituality; the end of spirituality is the beginning of Reality and the end of Reality is the real Bliss.

I leave you with this great video! it takes 3 minutes and its so invigorating - warmly, Anabelle

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDRId6QmNTA__,_._,___

Day 18 after Surgery II *

Hi, today is Easter Sunday - a great day to write you and give you an update. I am on the couch having a nice cold one!

A week ago, i could not event write, as you can tell by my picture, much better since last Thursday. The pain seems to want to do what it wants....some times during the day it lets me know its there (all day) but then during sunset or so, it really tells me it's there and it does so till 1:00 or so am when I take my Ambian and meditate .....finally falling asleep with hopes of a brand new day.

So I am still on different pain meds and codeine.....Down to 2 only as opposed to 4 last weeks....this is one heck of a mending operation - mind you - its the Second Surgery....so on my first one I can tell you that my pain was less by this time....much less. And I am sure you will only have to do 1 operation.....so you will be done! by day 18!

Well, as all my friends write and call - why? why? what's going on? Well, we are not sure why this is persisting so long. My gums have a great deal of pressure and pain, as when someone punches you out! the guys know what this feels like, the girls if you ever had your wisdom extracted well that x10. Both lips lips hurt in that the nerves and muscles are mending still.....and there are thousand of them. So I am still on very very limited talking...I am still going in sane without being able to talk to you on the phone.....but I will start to have visitors this week and then control my talking....

My Dr. is not sure why this is taking so long to heal....out of the many surgeries he performs, all very similar for different reasons, he has only had to do a second surgery on one other patient ever....so this too must be an experiment in itself for him.

Lessons learned, ahhh yes, there is no section without lessons learned: I am still learning....regarding pain, i can tell you that what is emerging for me is that this time home without anything else to do is guiding me into a path of insight and learning upon which I would otherwise would have never set foot. I am definately learning a greater meaning of life! Our lives are full of misteries, and some may be unsolved...that too was a lesson this week. havin said that, you dont have to have this much pain in order to discover this simple lessons...So this process is teaching me to treat the breathing issue, so the physical, as well as the spirtual equally. So i want to ensure that when i refer to energy...positive - i mean physical and spiritual...so i need to bring those 2 to the same level playing field, as we say in business. I find myself seeing a lot of my experiences and people who are in my life, well their actions, when positive and kind and their souls speaks to me .....i take very personal....when others have not shown themselves...i have learned to take this more on an impersonal terms, so i view our union with an overarching concious level without any blame or judgement.

I begin to understand that the energy that resides in us, physically and spiritually and in our minds, is the same as God's, or the greater divinity, if you prefer. So my life choices affect my spirit and health. In so, i am learning how to manage this pain... experiencing patience and surrender techniques (not easy). I once read that difficulty and illness are a necessary part of our spiritual evolution. So I now interpret that that I must, everyday...every minute work at creating meaning of this diruption in my life.

Have a great week, and that's all folks!

The Children in my Life.....

The latest Pinto Baby - born April 20Th....his name is Nico and he lives in Madrid - he is just such a little garganzito -

Marina and Mariona, halloween in the US!

Valerie's little one..... of 3.

Alejandro doing his best - yum yum....(it was Titi's day to feed him)
Alberto with his serious look -

Mariona and Chou - 2 years ago.

Peek a boo.....Maria's children - Leonor and Adrian in Provence.

Here are Mariana and Nati 18 months ago in Venezuela.

Sami and Janae a year ago.

Sofia and Eugenia in Caracas!

Sebastian and Nico, one my closest friend from Peru, his boys! cutest little guys -

Mariana...my little mermaid.

The clown in the family - Nati

Marina in Croatia with grandma Pili

Nestorin - future husband...

Future husband flirting

Mark - the little flea of them all! Began skiing very young - he is 4 now!

Aiden, San Francisco!

Luciana! Peru's Ironman!

Juanmi in my pool! 2 years ago

My baby! sleeping

Mariona! Tampa

Crazy Samira! playing Marilyn Monroe

Josh! Josh and gorgous Josh!

Maya! 4 months old

Vanessa - 13 years old - Halloween!

These are the little people in my life, who bring me enormous Joy! I am the 'richest' (in love) aunty in the world - also known as TITI...

Menus and Hints*

Yes, now that I can dream again...what do you think I dream of? well, before you go to far....I dream of filet mignon and french fries....great biggle salads and chips ans salsa! I used to count sheep, i know count cows...humm, such is life! Everything I cant touch for a while. So, i have decided that this will not be the "Ensure" diet. They do come in handy, though. No complaints. This is NOT the time to diet, your body needs all it can get to mend your jaw and recover fast...


Dream picture...cruel...very cruel.








Since we are on a liquid diet for a while here is what to get:


PS. Natural is better, more work, but what else you got to do? take care of yourself, take the time to do this. If you are a cook, you can skip this part of the blog except for some tips that may come in handy... If you are not, I hope all this is helpful to your recovery and entertainment!



WHAT TO BUY BEFORE SURGERY!


1. Ensure (Vanilla is my favorite...there are different kinds too)

2. Chicken Broth - tons of it...and not the cubes, the broth on a carton, already made. In California they have Organic. so when you can, BUY ORGANIC your body will thank you.

3. Prune Juice

4. All the fruit desserts for Baby's - Specially Prune ones

5. Cranberry Juice and Papaya Juice (If you can do Papaya in the blender....better)

6. If you live in California, all the soups in Trader Joe's are wonderful

7. Protein Powder

8. Pastina...this is the smallest pasta you can find in the supermarket (stars, ABC, dots)

9. Yougourt, the drinking kind - Activia is wonderful as it repairs your intestinal flora...(tummy)


10. Leeks, onions, carrots, sweet potatoe, pumpkin, Eikhorn squash (spelling?); potatoes, coliflower, sparragous, cheik peas (garbanzos) lentils.


11. Half and Half


12. Butter (real stuff) not the I cant believe is not butter or margarine ...Real BUTTER.


13. Eggs.....Please if you can buy Omega 3 eggs, or free range.....they not only taste better but are better for you - ONLY put the best in your system...it gest little as it is.

14. Organic Baby Food (make sure it does not have 'rice' in it)


15. Wine....ooops, did I say wine? Well, i cant live without it and grew up drinking it...as my dad says water rustes you.....I can have a glass, ask your doc, thoudh...


16. Plenty of water...


17. Fish, white - either cod or sea bass ...also Salmon works great


18. Leek and vegetable soup packets (these are powder) but they are soup packets. I dont like cans....but if you dont mind, the Cambles makes a good chicken cream (a bit salty)...but do still get these envelopes...they will come handy in the recipies I will give you -

19. Frozen fruit and lots of fresh fruit
remember that you will loose weight on this process, but more importantly is remember that you need to stay very very nourished during the process, so that your bones can heal quickly, so dont diet.....you need all the nutrients you can get to heal.

I will break this up by food groups, you can exchange them however they work best for you -

Breakfast choices:
protein Shake with fruit - any fruit you want (bananas, blue berries, pinaple, mango)
or
protein shake with milk
or
Papaya shake (this is a miracle fruit, because it cleans your digestive track) ....highly recommended
or
Ensure - my favorite flavours are vanilla then chocolate
once you can open your teech a little bit, after 1st or 2nd visit, you can also cook scramble eggs
or
Oatmeal...do not buy instant if you can stand the cooking on the natural, its best. I put vanilla and a little cinamon and yes, sugar or splenda.....how it best works for me, is my mom's recipe when i was a little baby - i still have to put in the blender and make it very liguid so you can put in the siringe or the bags, come in handy here...also.

Lunch or Dinner Choices:

Your base for ANY soup is Chicken Broth (organic is better) - dont buy chicke buyon, it has too much salt....just the borth in the carton is better (no can stuff either)

Any cream soup from Trader Joe's or any 'up scale' super market - they are usually ORGANIC, during this process, Organic is excellent, you will be taking so many painkillers, that if you can avoid adding anything else to your body to have to process, then better -

Get out of there Jack!

Recipies:
I. Cream of Squash
Buy any squash you like from all the selections
2 onions,
1/2 pumpking,
1 big sweet potato,
garlic (optional) although a very healing food - i put it everywhere...
sweet small peppers (not spicy stuff)
1 carton of the chicken broth....You need to be able to 'almost cover all these vegies with the broth.
If you know how to cook in a pressure cooker - this is all going in there raw - put it on high, then when it starts to "sing" i have no idea how you say this in English....You lower the fire to medium (5) or so, you make sure it does this for 20 minutes, so in total you will need 30 minutes! Then you remove all the vegies and through them in the blender with the hot broth. I have a hard time peeling the squach (aighorn) before is cooked, so i wash it real good and cut it in half and put in pressure cooker with skin, then i have to remove once is all done - before i put in the blender. If you dont have a pressure cooker, a big pot and it should all boil for at least one hour...This soup should last you for at least 6 servings, so you can freeze the rest in ziplocks and only take them out when you need them!

II. White Vegetable Medly:

Similar cooking process as above -
Vegies: Leeks, potatoes and sparagous on chicken Broth

III. Eggs - poached
this you can only have like 2 weeks after surgery
Boil water, put 2 eggs in it for 10 minutes....dont let them get too hard....then add salt, and it's a meal full of protein.

IV. Fish, pasta, lentils, potatoes and garbanzo beans (one big section) combinations of or you can make one your meal....

Cook any type of fish in the oven - usually 350 degrees for 20 minutes (unless its salmon) then its only 7 minutes - Only add a little olive oil to the top of the fish and some salt....nothing else.
Small pastina, they sell in the pasta section - boil in chicken broth till tender, this can be a soup or acompany the fish...
cut fish bitsy parts and push in with a fork,
dont need to chew this - just savor

garbanzos can be mushed down - its humus without the 'extra stuff' - i put olive oil - a tabel spoon for 2 cups and some salt...and yummy.

With the lentils, cook them like you always do- and if you dont havea recipe, let me know i have a wonderful one, and that is a full wonderful meal in itself.

Mashed potatoes are also your best friend, put real butter on them

V. baby food -
Buy any of them WITHOUT rice...rice does not help when you are constipated. Dont be fooled by baby section....look at your labels, pictures count....(below...) I said I would teach your as much I can...

VI. Desserts:
Yogurt - any
pudding - any
baby fruit desserts are wonderful, buy plenty of "prune" it will be good fof your digestive system.
Any fruit in the blender - mango is wonderful

Ice Cream

Sorbet - Trader Joe's has the best Coconut sorbet

Baby desserts are great too - specially the prune one...you need fiber remember that!

Physical Changes and Solutions*

Progress
So progress means: 1) willingness to become what I have to become; 2) subjecting myself to the forces that are going to help me; 3) avoiding all that is going to pull me back.

I keep this in mind everyday ....as everyday i must make inmense progress - I remind myself how little I dont like 'not to be able to communicate with words'; have to eat liquids; and being confined to an area of 30 miles from home or Dr.....

Well physically, you will be hungy 24x7....so you will learn to manage hunger

You will loose weight, i think all people are different - Dont try it....this is time to eat as much as you can (see menu section) so that you can heal.

Having no sports or physical exercise.....drives me nuts...so i have practiced stretches and other exercises that dont move your phase. After 3rd week - I could go on treadmill and walk. I could also go in the pool and walk in the water - 30 minutes was the max I could take without elevating the pain - so easy on the physical - which is tough for me.

How to manage Pain - you must really program yourself to deal with pain - we are all different.

My lips are stretched - so you will need a lot of soft chapstick....there are many brands, just make sure its soft. Go to Things I HAD so Share - i wrote a lot in that posting.....very motivated that night - go figure?.....on the physical changes -

I leave you with some humor ...